I embody this exquisite disorder, these shattered fragments that gleam in the sunlight. It is the kind of chaos that is not conventionally attractive.
I am these words that anchor me to my heart, the merging of thoughts and vibrant emotions. I am the fiery red transitioning into a soothing blue.
I am fury, passion, and a faint whisper of hope. I am expression in all its nonsensical forms, because coherence is not necessary.
I am this roar, this murmur, this falling tear that transforms into something precious by embracing my emotions.
I am a collection of experiences, the plunge into darkness, and the ascent into light. I am always evolving, never a finished product or a product at all.
I am in constant motion, a dynamic masterpiece of human vulnerability, akin to the flourish of a cherry-red flamenco dress.
I am the raw essence of fear and vulnerability. Never ceasing to move, never stopping the expression. It is the core of who I am, the only truth I need to remember.
I encounter colors, and they embrace me through my open mouth. It is a love that grows like resilient emerald vines, embracing everything.
I am this magnificent disorder. I cradle my tears, allowing them to lay the foundation for the silver pathways of my future.
Streaming, letting go, a gentle freedom emerges from the smoky mist of all this expression. It is freedom, and I will savor it forever on my tongue.
I am the embodiment of a beautiful mess,
holding within me an inspiring message.
My life is a messenger of extraordinary chaos.
I may not be there yet,
but when I am, life can only leave a dent, not place a bet.
Yes! I am Ifedolapo
I do not give up!!!
© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi
Ifedolapo Ogunniyi 