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Who is the most confident person you know?

Questionably ME!

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What do you complain about the most?

People

Noise

Being caged

I just want to be alone, no unnecessary noise or triggers, nobody tossing me around like I am a toddler. I love my own company…A LOT!

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In what ways do you communicate online?

Writing my thoughts down in their raw state . I do mostly chats with friends,  poetry when a thought flashes or my emotions are going through a roller coaster 😀 or even a story when the issue lingers.

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I Take A Breath

I Take a Breath

I take a breath
not because life is gentle,
but because it isn’t.

Because my chest is full
of unsaid things,
and my mind keeps running
like it owes time an explanation.

The breath arrives quietly.
No announcement.
No miracle.
Just air reminding my body
it doesn’t have to stay on guard
every second.

For a moment,
the noise steps back.
Not gone
just far enough
for me to hear myself again.

I exhale
and something loosens.
Not the problem.
Not the weight.
Just the grip
of pretending I’m fine.

Maybe that’s what breathing really is
not healing,
not strength,
but honesty in motion.

A soft way of saying:
I’m still here.
I’m still trying.
I can pause
before I break.

And sometimes,
that pause
is enough
to keep going.

© @quotefiedhq

(aka Quotefied on Facebook)

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Christmas in My Village

(A Child’s Telling)

The village slept beneath the frosty moon,
But I awoke much earlier than noon.
A secret smell of spices filled the air,
A call to join a magic I could share.

I tiptoed past the kitchen, keen to see
The mystery of what this day would be.
A bubbling pot of promise,deep and grand,
Was stirred by my dear Mama’s careful hand.

Then Mama Ade, with laughter in her eyes,
Gave me a treasure,hot and crisp and wise.
A golden akara,wrapped in leaf so green,
The finest little snack I’d ever seen.

The drums began to boom across the land,
A thrilling,deep, and mighty sound so grand.
They pulled us to the square with steady beat,
And set the rhythm for our dancing feet.

The feast was laid with joy on every plate,
We ate and celebrated,late and late.
Then sleepy,’neath the stars so soft and deep,
I held the magic as I fell asleep.

© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi
http://www.ifedolapoogunniyi.com

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THE CLOCK’S PURSUIT

I race the seconds, breath consumed by fire,
Each frantic heartbeat drives the engine higher.
The clock’s cold hands, they hunt and chase my soul,
A thundering, indifferent tide I can’t control.

Every moment slips away like drifting sand,
Faster than my straining grasp can now command.
​Whispers pierce the silence of my hurried mind:
“Don’t look back; you’re running wild, you’re running blind.”

The future gleams, a solitary, fading light,
Flickering on the edge of endless night.
I push, I strive, I battle, and I climb
Desperate, fiercely running against the grain of time.

​Feel the urgent throb beneath your pumping skin,
The restless, driving, suffocating din.
Life will not pause, it will not wait, it will not stay
Run now, or watch this fleeting chance just drain away.

© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi
Quotefied

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I Slipped Out of the Story.I Stopped Carrying the Weight.I Released What Was Breaking Me.

I Slipped Out of the Story.
I Stopped Carrying the Weight.
I Released What Was Breaking Me.

I did not slam doors or start a war.
There was no thunder across the floor.
Just a quiet fading of my flame,
A slow forgetting of my own name.

I slipped out of the story
The day I begged for love in vain,
The day my smile hid all my pain.
I laughed for show, not from my soul,
I played my part but lost my role.

I stopped carrying the weight
The night my whispers touched the air,
And you walked past like nothing was there.
My heart stretched wide, hoping you would see,
But you never turned your eyes to me.

I released what was breaking me
Not with a pen or a signed decree,
But with the silence growing inside of me.
With eyes that no longer lit up for you,
And hands that felt empty in all they knew.

The saddest thing is you did not see
How every day unstitched a piece of me.
You kept moving in your own space,
While I slowly vanished without a trace.

I became a shadow in our home,
A ghost who learned to feel alone.
A woman who prayed for love to remain,
But now only prays to breathe again.

It was not pride. It was not rage.
It was the burden of carrying the same old page.
Every heart reaches a breaking line.
Mine broke softly without a sign.

And now I stand with truth in hand,
Not loud, not cruel, but unable to stand
In a place where my spirit slowly died
Though I stayed, though I hoped, though I tried.

I slipped out of the story.
I stopped carrying the weight.
I released what was breaking me.

And deep within I still wish you knew
I never wanted to walk away from you.
I just could not stay in a love half blind
Where I lost myself trying to keep us aligned.


© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi
http://www.ifedolapoogunniyi.com

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The Quiet Letting Go

It’s not that I woke up and decided to stop.
It’s that I made your coffee this morning and forgot the sugar.
You didn’t notice.
And I didn’t care that you didn’t notice.

My love isn’t a geyser anymore.
It’s the sigh I don’t release when you tell me about your day.
It’s the goodnight kiss that lands,by habit, on my cheek instead of my lips.
It’s the one extra inch of mattress between us in bed that feels like a canyon.

I didn’t shed caring like a coat.
I just stopped counting how many times you scroll on your phone while I’m talking.
The fights don’t burn anymore;they’re just white noise.
I go to a quiet place in my head while your words are in the air.
I count the tiles on the ceiling.I plan what to make for dinner.
I am just so…tired.

Trying was remembering your mother’s birthday when you forgot.
Trying was biting my tongue to keep the peace.
Trying was that river of gold—every”I’m fine,” every forced smile, every silent tear cried in the shower so you wouldn’t hear.
Now,the well is dry. There are no more tears to cry, no more smiles to force.
My will is simply…gone.

The woman you married would have asked what was wrong.
The woman you married would have fought.
She would have turned your face to hers and demanded you see her.
Now,I just let you be.
I make a sandwich.I fold the laundry. I exist in the same house as you, a quiet ghost in the rooms we painted together.

This isn’t a punishment.
It’s a quiet pulling-in.
It’s the last,frail act of preservation, like a turtle retreating into its shell.
The ship of us has been sinking for years.
I am just finally still,listening to the water, too exhausted to bail anymore.
And the most terrifying part?
The water is not cold.
It feels like peace.

© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi

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What’s something you believe everyone should know.

That Karma is a bitch, thus be kind to people, be real

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What things give you energy?

People with the.right mindset

Being alone

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