Wasted Ink

I wish I could say

How much I care for you

But I don’t know how

So here is what I will do

I will write you a letter

Saying what I have been through

Day after day

Always thinking of you

I don’t see you much

But when I do it makes me cry

So I will write to you

Without a lie

I will say that I love you

The first line that I write

So you instantly know

At your first sight

I will say that I dream

I will say that I fly

And without you

I would probably die

I will say that I smile

As I write you the note

I will say that I wished

I could wear your big coat

I will say that whenever

I close my eyes

I see you face

It never dies

I will say that you are perfect

In every possible way

That I wish I could hold you

Every single day

I will say that I wish

You were here with me

But it’s crazy because

I know you can’t be

Do you think about me

Or did you forget

The things we had done

And the goals we had set

But after I read

My note once again without a blink

I realize I will never send it

It is a waste of my ink

You would  see it, and read it

Then throw it away

You do not care anymore

To yourself you would say

‘You just wasted my ink, again’

My pen stared at me in great pain 

What can I do? 

I am just but a coward in da hood

I stare at my paper

With a sad pout

Then shred it to pieces

And threw it out

We can never happen !!!

© Ifedolapo Ogunniyi